Wednesday, December 19, 2007
speechless ... sad
went n check online
speechless
i failed my accounting theory
looking at the monitor, my mind just empty suddenly
sad, i feel like crying
dis is the very first time i fail in my life
for 21 years i lived, tis is de first time i failed
tho i expect i might fail dis subject but all de time i keep praying in ma heart dat i'll pass...
i just cant accept dis
i cant accept a 'fail' in my studies
sigh~
tis makes me hate the subject even more
i hate the subject! i hate the lecturer! i hate being fail! i hate myself!
aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, December 10, 2007
New Puppy
i name her Kickey
but sometimes still accidentally miscalling her Dexter
actually i still miss Dexter at times
Donno Dexter will feel angry i have a new puppy not leh? would he feel i don sayang him d?
[Dont u worry Dexter. i do love you =)]
Forgot to tell...Kickey and Dexter is from the same father. so they're bro n sis
Kickey on my bed
Penang trip
View from Bukit Genting, we can see the sea and the landscape
Then after dinner v went Queensbal Mall, which is the largest mall in Penang, but KL's shopping malls are larger ler, hehe, but the christmas decorations and lightings are quite nice oso.
Then, second day we went 'Kek Lok Si' temple, bought some nutmeg products there.
Group photo taken at Kek Lok sithen tot of eating the infamous laksa nearby, but closed on dat day, sigh
then we planned to go Penang Hill, but tickets for the railway up there was sold out, i meant for the earlier hours. only left the evening ones. but dats too late for us. so, end up din go...sigh, i heard the view up there is very nice. too bad, cant go dis time. after dat we went to the Fort Cornwallis Lighthouse. only few of us went up the lighthouse. haha some of them scare to go up esp Meng Ho, haha, cos its very high. my bebe oso fear of heights wan, but i wanto go up, so he wanto accompany me, dowan me to go up alone...poor bebe, he sweat all de way up and down, hehe. love u be ♥
The Fort Cornwallis LighthouseView from top of the lighthouse
then went Penang Road, Meng Ho said there's a fried kuey teow very nice wan...guess wat, closed d. -_-'' then back hotel tot of playing volleyball and swimming (open air). then starts to rain. Damn! really a bad day for us. then all of us just went back to room and sleep..
At nite, went Gurney Drive to have dinner, ermmm..but i feel the food the was okay only...not dat nice. then our last destination, Batu Feringgi. went to buy cds there...its very cheap ler. v all bought alot! then back to hotel start packing preparing our way back home the next day
the next morning we went to buy 'tau sa piah' b4 headed back home. on the journey back home v stop by Ipoh and had our lunch.
the whole trip we just eat n eat...hahhaa...sure gain some weight d...must exercise more d now..
+i had uploaded some of the photos. u can click at de link under the 'memories' category beside this page+
Friday, November 30, 2007
You'll always be remembered...
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be praying every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart
to know we'll be so far apart
I love you, too much to make you stay
Baby fly away~
I miss you Dexter...
i know u'll be up there looking at us and blessing us every second..
you are the most unique and special doggy i'd ever seen
no other one can replace you in my heart..
i'll remember every moment we had together...
your playful-ness, naughty-ness, cute-ness, and everything...i wont forget
it'll be kept and lock in my mind and my heart...
i believe...we'll meet again~someday....
I LOVE U ♥
Monday, November 26, 2007
Dexter enter hospital...I'm sick...
when i saw the vet, he told me Dexter already turn yellow
i was so shock to hear dat..
cos, to my knowledge, human will turn yellow when the liver got problem but i hopefully dexter is not..
but the vet then told me dexter is liddat surely is because there's something to do with the liver...
blood test have to be done to check how damage is the liver...
if the liver is spoilt badly then the chances for him to survive is very low..
so i'm just keeping my finger crossed...
i don dare to look when the vet is extracting his blood sample
i feel so painful for dexter
for the moment, he has to stay there to be given drip for saline solution and antibiotics
i'm missing him so much now!!!
the blood test report will be done tis evening...i cant wait for it, but i'm scare to know the result cos i dono wat it will be...
i was trying so hard to prevent my tears to drop in the clinic
but once i step out from the clinic, cant stop crying
then, went eat with ma bf and sis [v went there together]
tears cant stop pouring from eyes..
hehe, so embarassing, so many ppl in the restaurant...
now i'm falling sick already...fatigue, headache, sorethroat
but i dont intend to defer ma 2mr's paper...
hopefully can pass..
i cant complete revising all de topics...
so...god bless me! and ma dexter!!
i only get to see him 2mr after exam...
miss him!!
Be strong Dexter!!
s2 said i'm treating dexter like ma own baby...hehe
hmmm...but after tis period we'd been together...
he already become part of ma family...
i cant afford to lose anyone of them...
exam, if failed, i can re-sit the paper..
but once Dexter gone, he wouldnt come back..
so i'll do wateva i can to keep him with me...
Sunday, November 25, 2007
U can go through this Dexter~
Dexter's condition don seems to have improvement...
his body just don accept food at all...
he don have the appetite to eat...just eat a lil oni, very lil
but he threw up all the things he ate...
for 2 days already, his stomach neva accept food at all...
how's he gonna get well liddat...
sumore 2 days d neva pee at all...
its so heartbreaking seeing him liddat...
everytime he vomit he seems so suffering...
can feel dat he's crying, cuz there's tears in his eyes...
i dono how to help him, cos the medication dont seems to have any effects...
ysterday nite, i don have the mood to study at all...
just sit besides him, putting him to sleep, and accompany him...
at the moment, my tears start rolling down my cheek and cant stop crying after dat...
this two days, he just hide himself at those corners around ma hse, which is rili unusual, because he neva been liddat...
i heard that the dog usually stay away from its owner because they know that they'll be 'leaving' soon and they dont wan the owner to see them 'leaving'
i fear that Dexter will be liddat...
am i just scaring myself?
i feel so so so sad...
my eyes red everytime i see him lying down there, looking at me, as if he's trying to tell me dat he's very painful...
its just like my heart is stabbed by knives..bleeding...
++Dexter...i know u're very strong and tough...
u must get well, i'll buy alot alot alot of snacks and foods for u okie?!
i love u++
Saturday, November 24, 2007
Dexter is sick...
don feel like studying ler...
but i'll try hard to make myself pass geh...
this morning wake up...give food to ma dog...but he dowan to eat..
usually when he sees me in the morning, sure follow me, play around with me
but today he looks so tired, no energy, just lie on de floor, reluctant to move...
and dowan to eat...
eat a lil bit oni...
vomit all out after that...
went to consult vet, but dono wats wrong v him oso..
just give him some medication see got improvements or not lo...
sigh...see him so cham ler...
dono wat to do...
whole day he just lying down and sleep oni...
vomit few times already...
hopefully he'll get well very soon..
♥love u dexter♥
Friday, November 23, 2007
Moody...
after study in HELP...
sometimes i feel lonely...i dono y...i have bf, i have friends as well...but...
sometimes i just feel like goin back the period when i was in high school...
i miss the time i play around and laugh out loud with my friends...
is there a 'time machine' exist in this world? i really hope it does..
seldom get to meet the old friends
but so long neva see each other
wat i can tok to them when i meet them?
do v have any topics to talk n enjoy about??
hahha...when i feel moody i sure think of all dis...
stupid rite??
too stress of studying for exam perhaps...hehehe
so write stupid things here to release my tension =p
nowadays. i'm easily took over by my mood..
when i'm in bad mood, i don feel like doin anything
and i get angry easily toking to him
but, i thought its normal, for a bf to become a 'sandbag' for their girlfriends
agree with me?? haha
i know a lot of ppl around me thinks that i'm a 'bully' towards him
but...i'm physically bullying him, u all think i'm bad, but wat eyes see is not the truth sometimes..
he 'mentally' bully me dat time u all sure dono laa
hahhaha
++ i think i shud i go back to study d =p bubye~♥
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
study..study..exam..
but i havent complete studying even 1 subject...die..
y i so lazy wan...
everytime new semester begins sure tell myself must study harder...but, i dont seem able to do it..wakakaa
now burning midnite oil to study
goin penang after exam with friends, ma whole mind is just thinking bout holiday-ing v ma friends oni...
cant get into the mood to study..
strange...last time i'll feel scare to fail n study very hard when exam is near...
but now i feel nth...y ar? perhaps my college life is too relax d...
now is 1.30am
just giving myself a break oni, after study for few hrs...
ai...back to study again laa..ciaoz
Friday, November 16, 2007
♥ Stardust ♥
quite nice show ah...
its a fantasy adventure movie---just like the chronicles of narnia
its about a guy who search for a fallen star in a magical world..then starts encounters alot obstacles trying to protect the 'star' (which actually appear to be a woman) from being captured by the witches
i feel the storyline is just normal...but overall, its worth watching because the animation, actions and the elements of comedy and romance made it a worth watching
i like the lead actress, CLAIRE DANES...she looks pretty in the show.
and ROBERT DE NIRO who play the role of 'captain shakespeare'...he's so funny!!
i neva read the novel b4, so i dunno whether the film is as good as the book...
when goin back, in the car park...
the walkway to the car is so slippery (dunno which stupid car have oil leakage)
and...i slip the i slide and in the end slammed on the ground! hahaha! wanted to laugh at myself loud! luckily no unknown ppl there, so not so embarassing..but..ma bf , his mom and sis and also the sis's fren is there -_-''
ma bebe laa!! walk next to me oso not alert wan, see i slip faster hold me ma, then i don need to fall on the ground like an elephant!!
Thursday, November 15, 2007
quarreling...
after few hrs of studying i went down the living hall to relax for awhile..
online surf net..
dats the moment start quarrelling v ma mom
my mom usually keep the drinking water in few big bottles for the family.
last nite, i took one of it (Bottle A) and pour half to ma private bottle (Bottle B)--->to drink laa of cos..
then i left the Bottle A in living hall
when she saw the Bottle A, without asking, straight away scold me
"You drink straight from the bottle??!! how others goin to drink liddat??!! drink ur slyver ar??!!"
"sorry, i left it here wan. but i didnt drink it laa. i pour it out to ma own bottle wan.."
"how can u do like dis harh??! i rili don und u guys laa. cant just pour out to drink??!"
"i say i din drink from the bottle laa...i use ma own bottle wan"
then she still keep say the same thing.. this auntie dunno come from which planet -_-''
then i rili pissed d and raised ma voice---
"i said i didnt means didnt!!! if u don bliff me just pour away all the water laa!!"
" of cos its easy 4 u to say laa, u're not the one who boil the water wat!"
i begin to feel lazy to tok to her d
spoilt my mood to study...
then she started complaining bout other stuffs...
she just wan to cari gaduh oni
kept on ask me to give my puppy away to other ppl
wats wrong v her??
i just keep silent...
sigh~~
Monday, November 12, 2007
lazy...
feel so tired..tot wanto continue sleeping but cant get into sleep...
so play around v ma doggy...
exam is just around the corner, but cant get into the mood to study
perhaps i relax too much d, not even scare of failing the exam...
no matter wat i'll still study ler tho feel so so lazy, hopefully can pass ler...cos skip classes too much d
my tummy is like hamburger now---> got few layers..hahaha
i wanto lose weight d...i said it so alot of times d...but...i just cant keep ma eyes of the food!
lazy to exercise...aiyaya
start from today...i onli eat one meal a day!! i promise myself!!! hopefully i can do it ler -_-''
Sunday, November 11, 2007
back into blogging
hehehe
reason??
hmmm...lazy~~ hahaha
ai..mood not so good this few days...
cuz..
pimples breaking out from ma face...not a lot la, but...not lil oso...aiya, which gal don care bout their appearance rite..
moreover 2ml goin ma baby's cousin wedding dinner, all his relatives will b there!! gosh!! wat can i do to look better??! d pimples are so stubborn, been apllying a lot pimples cream, but...sigh~ pls go away~~~ -_-''
week ago, my puppy was having skin problem, his fur started falling like mad, almost bald!!! not whole body la hahaha, at the chest part ler...was so worry bout him, spent me rm100++ for consultation!! but luckily its condition has improved, fur starting to grow back...hehhe, happy~!!
ma puppy stop making noise during night time...at last i can get good sleep already~~only during thunder n lightning. i've been training him d past few weeks...now he learnt to shake hand, sit and call me(bark) when i tell him to do so...happy!! but...ma command is less efficient if there's no food for him haha!
Sunday, September 23, 2007
My 21st Birthday!!
thanks u guys!! for giving me a surprise party!! esp ma bebe, who prepares almost everything!! luv u all!! muackks muackks!! and thanks a lot for those lovely presents!! ^^
bebe, thanks 4 de cake ya!! tho i don rili favor choc, but its quite nice geh for a choc lover..hehe..
they ask me out yumcha in the evening. then some of them went ma hse secretly to prepare everything. then brought me home..haha!! surprise!! actually can guess oso laa wat they plan to do, cuz ma bebe givin me lots of hints altho he don notice it..haha..u dumb dumb laa bebe!! kakakaa...
s2 made me a super big banner, everyone passing by ma hse kno its ma birthday d..haha!!
but... it seems to be dexter's birthday more than ma birthday.. everybody keep carrying him around, he's like the prince of the night...haha...
there's so much food left over...my mom keep ask them ta pau all back home..haha..luckily, i don need to eat de same thing again the next day cuz they take away all de food..kakaka..
the next morning wake up i received another surprise!! carmen sent me a bunch of sunflowers again!! so poh...thanks ya!!
i rili appreciate all the frens who c'brate ma birthday v me n those who sms me!!^^ happy happy
Thursday, September 20, 2007
My new puppy~~~ Dexter
sigh dis few nites cant sleep well bcoz of him. so noisy at night. he wans ppl to accompany him.
ma frens all said, just ignore him 4 few days then he'll stop making noise...but...he like so cham wor...and i scare its disturbing for the neighbours.
ai...keeping a doggy is not an easy job. i wanted to train him to pee in the toilet but now end up he treats the toilet as his private room. aiseh...pee everywhere, keksei ma mother...
Friday, September 7, 2007
Dinner at Hoi Tong
Sunday, September 2, 2007
Birthday celebration!
today went dinner at green lotus (at imbi area) to celebrate carmen & ma birthday..
v celebrate earlier cuz most of ma frens will be busy during ma birthday n carmen will be goin back sg petani beginning of september...aiyo, i'll be missing her very much leh...
the restaurant serves thai cuisine, and the atmosphere there quite romantic laa, dim lights n candles were lit up at every tables. arabian and thai interior design. those couple who looking for romantic candle light dinner can give it a try laa. after dat we went eat tong sui..
foo foo n s2, thanks a lot for the cake ah!! pg, lai ying, poh ching, weng loon n carmen, thank u very much for the presents!!! love u guys!! muackss muackss!!
carmen rili surprise me leh. she bought sunflowers for me leh, ma fav. through delivery wan. but de florist shop made a mistake laa. supposed to send to me on ma birthday but they sent it one month earlier. haha. carmen was so angry when i told her. this is the first time i received flowers from ma fren laa.. so touching!!! thanks ah mun mun!! muackks!! can't wait 4 u to come back!!
Sunday, August 19, 2007
unethical'ness'
y everytime i lost something, the fella who found it wont return back to me wan...aiseh...dont they understand the feeling of losing their things??!! wat would u feel if u lost something very important 2 u??!! harhhhH??!!! [hehe...sorry, too emotional d ]
there's a magazine i read b4, an article written bout unethical'ness' ...an experiment done in few countires, forgot which are they d...30 mobile phones were deliberately put in places like park, toilet etc in each country...see how many will be returned by those 'kind-hearted' ppl...
congratulation to our country!! v got a place in the 'most unethical country' another one is Hong Kong if i'm not mistaken...aiseh..
for the one who took ma phone...i curse u i curse u i CURSE YOUUUU!!! humPH!!! go die laa u!! bang by car in de street, got rashes on ur whole body, go jogging sprain ur legs, don have partner for the rest of ur life, choke even when u eat taufu...!!! i kno voodoo wan oh, don play play...wahahaha, wakakakaaaa!!![dis siu_wan, rili insane wan, mad d...siao!!] u all must be thinking i very bad leh... haha, i'm bad! blekk!!
so, if u dowan to be cursed by ppl like me, pls return ppl's property in future whenever, wherever u found it...hahahaha
Friday, August 17, 2007
i lost ma phone!!! again~!!! sigh~~~
the show rili nice leh, very cute, very funny..i luv it!! laugh non stop..kakakaaa!!!
after de movie, v were goin back home...
on de way to parking...
searching ma bag for phone...
shit!! don have!!!
siu_wan : s2!! i kenot find ma phone laa!!
seong 2 : harhh??! u find properly
siu_wan : *tensed up..searching deeply into her bag*
seong 2 : *calling siu wan's phone* cant get through laa!!
siu wan : kenot find er!! sob sob i lost ma phone...again!!! wuaaaa~~~
* y i sooooo stupid and careless wan?? i lost ma phone so many many times d*
# harhh??! lost soooo many times, still don have awareness wan ar, serve u rite laa then!!#
ppl lost phone edi very sad de laa ...den got one 'pig' still wanto scold me wan, i kno i stupid la, don laa indirectly say it out, hurt so much....sob sob, don care bout ma feelings wan, dat fella rili like a pig, stupid!! humph!!
then went back gsc there ask de staffs there lo, but cant find, then they take my details in the lost and found book, if found it then will contact me...then u kno wat, i notice in de book got alot ppl oso 'big head prawn' like me wan lehh...haha...
back home i told ma mother, she laugh at me...
siu_wan : mami, i lost ma phone 2day...sob~~
mom : what??!!! u very stupid wan laa...haha...good laa then, use back the old old phone [nokia 3310] kakakaaa
siu_wan : *speechless* -_-''
sigh, wat a bad day...
unexpected, the ratatouille movie cost me rm6.00 + ma phone...hahaha!!
Thursday, August 2, 2007
~~♥HapPy BiRthDaY BebE♥~~
02082007, bebe birthday...!!
then on the next day, v went super8 store to collect our salary!!! hahaha!! got money d !! hahaha
met all the colleagues, so happening...hahaha, took alot of photos...
working for super8 can said to be the most happy and fun job i had work, there's just like a big and warm family...esp v Lester (the Joker, hehe) there, all of us can laugh non stop, he really has a lot of funny funny IQ questions n stupid stupid jokes on his mind all the time...haha...nice meeting u guys!!!
after dat...all of us went for yumcha at tsim tung, to celebrate bebe's bday...Danielle treat us leh...hehe, i made a cake for bebe, strawberry cheese cake....but...
i dono y it's not hard enuff, the texture became like yogurt more than cheesecake, sob sob (T^T)hahaha, but still, they said it taste quite nice leh... [happy happy (*^-^*) hehe]
after the yumcha session, few of us went sing k at neway cheras...u kno till wat time?? until 4am leh!!! hahaha...thanks to Zombie (song from Cranberry) , all of us no voice d...cos dono y, all of us became so high for dat song, all shout like hell hahaha...
next day, too tired d, cant get up to go for classes, hahaha
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Incomplete tortoise family~~~
y would it suddenly go missing wan...sad ler...i treat him so nice oso wanto go away, sigh~~~
tortoise mama: papa, come back laa, i miss ya!! we're incomplete w/o u~~
Monday, July 23, 2007
Super8 Carnival
- Anson (Good at selling)
- Ann (Pretty, very long eyelashes)
- Ye Man (Has very long hair)
- Cyviour (Special name isnt it?)
- Kit (Fair smooth skin, jealous nye~...is a guy k)
then in afternoon v all gather in Jusco, cos b4 that all the temps were at diff diff places ma...v just meet there not distributing flyers...then got tis lady come over us and ask are v having any promotion then wanto get one flyer laa, then Kit gave her lo, then answer her questions lo...then...there comes tis security guard, tot v are giving flyers there, instruct us to leave in an extremely terribly rude manner...then, of cos all of us angry at him laa!! so, ma bebe reply him rudely too: u pergi jaga pintu laa!!!!... hahahaaa [wuaaa, then wat's his reaction oh??!] the guard felt insulted laa of cos, then told us, loudly, pointing at us: Kamu mau bagi, bagi kat luar!!! but then, dat time v dowan to bother him d lu....just leave oni, hehehe
after work, went kaki corner v ma bebe. eat until very very full er...hahaha, the foods there quite nice. compared v other restaurants around there... i like their coleslaw n mashed potato, yummy yummy...
++for those who neva heard of Super8, its actually a company for air purifier.
i'm working for them in mv on tis thurs to sunday...anybody wants air purifier, come get from me laa k...but dat will not be as fun as yesterday lu, cos i'm doing selling for dat four days...hmmm, must rili hypnotize myself to become a salesperson d...hopefully i'm able to do some sales ler, otherwise very malu de...
Friday, July 20, 2007
3 soh pohs 'sing k'
wakakakaaa...juz kidding oni laa...Piggy Bank [PG] don angry k..i know u need to work laa, so busy laa u, so a lot of jobs waiting for u wan...hehehe...next time go out 2gether again k...Carmen coming soon d, then v can go out together lu..
tis PC ah, she keep make fun of the assistant/waiter there...poor them -_-'' hahaha...but i'm de one laugh at them the loudest wan laa, kakaka hohoho!!!
neva heard PC sing for quite some time d...but her standard still dat good ler, not bad not bad...
S2 as usual, like to sing those big and powerful songs, not bad not bad...Me??oso not bad not bad...wuahahaha...*tis fella rili insane wan, laugh so much..-_-''*
tis S2 leh, i rili want to spank u d...wei soh poh, y go n delete all the photos u take from ma phone hah! see, PC and i oso have our single photos, u satu pun tak de...u see PC took so lot, cannot lose to her wan de ma...muahaha!! aiyoyo, u took a lot rite when v were singing..u rili soh poh laa u...next time take d kenot delete wan ah
sorry ah, most of de photos a bit blurr, not clear ler...hehe, phone camera not enough megapixels is liddat de laa =p no money buy high tech phone =p