U can go through this Dexter~

today is the second day...

Dexter's condition don seems to have improvement...
his body just don accept food at all...
he don have the appetite to eat...just eat a lil oni, very lil
but he threw up all the things he ate...
for 2 days already, his stomach neva accept food at all...
how's he gonna get well liddat...
sumore 2 days d neva pee at all...
its so heartbreaking seeing him liddat...
everytime he vomit he seems so suffering...
can feel dat he's crying, cuz there's tears in his eyes...
i dono how to help him, cos the medication dont seems to have any effects...

ysterday nite, i don have the mood to study at all...
just sit besides him, putting him to sleep, and accompany him...
at the moment, my tears start rolling down my cheek and cant stop crying after dat...
this two days, he just hide himself at those corners around ma hse, which is rili unusual, because he neva been liddat...
i heard that the dog usually stay away from its owner because they know that they'll be 'leaving' soon and they dont wan the owner to see them 'leaving'
i fear that Dexter will be liddat...
am i just scaring myself?
i feel so so so sad...
my eyes red everytime i see him lying down there, looking at me, as if he's trying to tell me dat he's very painful...
its just like my heart is stabbed by knives..bleeding...

++Dexter...i know u're very strong and tough...
u must get well, i'll buy alot alot alot of snacks and foods for u okie?!
i love u++